Okay so now everything is confirmed & definite. Now I start thinking about actually having the baby - as in the actual act of giving birth and I feel almost this compulsive need to pursue my dream of birthing this baby naturally.
I discuss this with Dad while we are driving and he is supportive although a little apprehensive, especially because the gynea said from the very beginning I will have to have a cesarean with our next child now also & that natural birth will be too dangerous. The nurse that did our antenatal classes before we had Lo was also very adamant about 'not even going there'.
So I decide to make an appointment with a midwife at Genesis - an active birthing clinic - to discuss this option. All I want to do is make an informed decision.
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